im like making a drawing yk and then i have to use a refrence from old drawings i did and then i suddenly remember an old yt account i had and oh my FUCKING GOD ITS SO BAD I CANT EVER FORGET ABOUT IT ITS ALWAYS THERE IN THE BACK OF MY HEAD NOOO I MADE A DREAM MASK. AND IT SAID "FACE" ON IT. AND I WORE IT. AND I FUCKING MADE A YOUTUBE SHORT OF ME WEARING THAT SHIT WITH MY UGLY ASS HAIR. THERE IS NO WAY I CAN EVER LEAVE MY HOUSE WITHOUT REMEMBERING THAT SHIT. I EVEN FAKED BEING 23 YEARS OLD (I MEAN YEAH A LOT OF KIDS WOULD FAKE THEIR AGE BUT I LITERALLY FORCED PEOPLE TO BELIEVE ME BEING 23.) AND FAKED KNOWING HOW TO SPEAK RUSSIAN. DO YOU KNOW. HOW EMBARRASSING. THIS. IS. OH AND ALSO I SANG A SONG ABOUT THAT ONE SONG I THINK DREAM MADE IDK I LITERALLY TOOK THAT IDEA BUT MADE THE LYRICS WORSE. ITS LITERALLY CALLED "DISCOUNT DREAM" IM FUCKING KILLING MYSELF I CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE THIS WAS LIKE 2 YEARS AGO AND MY VOICE SOUNDED SO. FUCKING. WEIRD. LIKE I GET THAT I WAS YOUNGER AT THE TIME BUT BRO MY FUCKING LITTLE GIRL VOICE DISGUSTED ME IM LITERALLY GONNA CRY PLEASE LET ME GOOO